i was so busy preparing myself to travel with my friends sweet baby to another country , i finally finished my papers , and will go at Monday , so excited and nervous , just the fact that i can’t go back for a year and half is a little bit scary , but i love the new beginning , wish me lots of luck , i hope when i get there i’ll go back to writing posts ,i loved blogging 🙂
“in the blink of an eye,something happens by chance-when you least expect it-sets you on a course that you never planned, into a future you never imagined “
this last month my life went upside down in a good way , after a month of sitting alone in my room not finding the strength to talk with any one or do anything it all changed with one act of love .
in my home we are used to having people living with us for different reasons ,but mainly they were girls who need a place to live in and have difficulties in their own homes , one of those girls was my sister’s friend from college ,she lived with us for 3 years ,used to call me mum “am only one year older than her ” ,and we had a great relation ,two years ago she got married and traveled with her husband to work in another country ,we skyped sometime but communication became way less than before , and she came to visit once before ,and this last month
when she came she couldn’t believe the bad place i was in , and surprising enough for me , she was the first one to not ask me to explain myself , or my actions, she just sat beside me ,told me “i lived with you , and i can say i know why you’re feeling the way you do , and i know what hurts you ,and why you can’t talk to your family about it ,and i have the solution , all i need is for you to accept help ” just like that ,we talked a lot ,i went and lived with her this month ,she went back yesterday,,and in the coming few weeks am traveling to go live with her and search for a new job there
all this was a great surprise for me , i never would of expected this to happen, now i believe more than ever “sometime something beautiful happens when you least expect it ”
and this wasn’t the end of it , once i decided to have the courage to open my heart again , many other beautiful surprises happened
what this beautiful girl did , changed lots of things in me , i restored part of who i am ,believed in the world again , and felt really loved ,she really touched my soul .